wrong direction

things don't work the way they were supposed to

there's so much to do

but nothing to begin with

there's so much to say

but no words to be used

there's so much to feel

but 

i don't work the way i was supposed to

how am i supposed to work?

how am i supposed to react?

tired

i'm the person who always runs away

who doesn't want to face any problems

at least none that could affect my future

but

does "not facing" mean "not caring"?

apparently not

it's seems to be the other way round

not facing means caring much more than expected

not facing means caring means facing

and that's it

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